Have you Ever--
--Have you ever smelled the rain? yep
--Have you ever had someone from your past suddenly appear? yeah..that actually happens alot.
--Have you ever felt like the whole world was right?not since i was little
--Have you ever seen true beauty? yep
--Have you ever felt that someone was more beautiful because of their flaws? kinda sorta
--Have you ever cried because you felt good? can't say that I have
--Have you ever walked along when it's cold outside and you have a fever? do what?
--Have you ever wondered if the universe was sitting on someone's fingernail? um no
--Have you ever seen the sky at night when the clouds look like flowers? WHAT THE HECK?!
--Have you ever had somebody care? maybe
--Have you ever wanted something but then when you got it found out it wasn't what you needed?uh....i dunno
--Have you ever tried to make things right; only to realize they work out if you let them be? wow...i'm kinda hoping that works RIGHT NOW!
--Have you ever seen a grown man cry? yeah
--Have you ever seen an amazing lightning and thunderstorm like they have in
the Midwest? dont think
--Have you ever needed to be held? yeah..
--Have you ever needed to cuddle? ....yeah
--Have you ever made something you thought was great but no one else liked? haha yeah
--Have you ever made something that you thought was terrible that everyone else loved? yeah?
--Have you ever been alone? i am right now.
--Have you ever splashed in puddles? yeah...i remember me and erica did that one day. we just went through the who.le neighborhood jumping in them haha
--Have you ever been really sick? yep
--Have you ever made a snowman in your front yard?I tried
--Have you ever known what it was like to love and be loved in return? I think....but I guess I'm not really sure....
--Have you ever had a crush? who hasn't?
--Have you ever had a kiss? yup
--Have you ever known how good something was? yeah
--Have you ever not known how good it was until it's gone? hm.sounds like a curent problem of mine
--Have you ever tried to write poetry but ended up throwing it away? for school
--Have you ever found it later and laughed at yourself? yeah.
--Have you ever held the power? do what?
--Have you ever felt like you knew something was right? uh i guess
--Have you ever seen something terribly sad happen right before your eyes?yeah
--Have you ever-experienced true happiness? rarely no-a-days
--Have you ever given a love letter? AH! yeahi read it all the time still...
--Have you ever tried to make someone feel better, just because you saw they were down? yup
--Have you ever wanted a kiss? yea
--Have you ever needed a hug? yea..
--Have you ever wanted to just do things on impulse? yeah but you should see where that got me.
--Have you ever wanted to paint a picture? yeah
--Have you ever wanted to just run? yeah
--Have you ever needed to get away? all the time.
--Have you ever tried? yup.but all that did as cause problems.
--Have you ever wanted to be a kid again? let me just go back to being 7
--Have you ever blown big bubbles with pink gum? haha yeah
--Have you ever lost a love? a couple days ago...
okay that thing sucked! So I guess now I'm hearing I'm being selfish for loving someone and wanting to be with them. Awesome huh? Yeah...I'm just gonna shut up and quit complaining because it's not getting me anywhere and I know no one wants to hear it anyway.
So how about yesterday. I wake up and ge a shower and everything and STEPH comes and gets me. Then me and her went tanning and to get something to eat and all that good stuff. It was fun..I miss hangin out with her sometimes ya know? It was CRAZY though. Because like all day we kept doing the same things or saying the same stuff at once...it was weird. Then me and her went and saw Rachel at Waffle House. She was mad at me so we worked things out. After Steph dropped me off Kevin called and asked if I wanted to go out to eat with Rachel and him. So later he came and picked me up and we met Kayla and Rachel at Rachel's. Went to Golden Corral. Tony met us up there. Then we went back to Rachel's to get Kevin's truck and Rachel and Kayla had to go do something so I went with Kevin and Tony. We played pool...and Kevin kicked my ass in it.. Then he took me home.
After that I got bored...so I dyed my hair. It's a strawberry-blondish color? its cool...
ANNAS COMING TO THE BEACH WITH ME! WAHOO!!!!
Went to Columbia with Mom today. Got stuff for the beach...it was cool
..i'm sorry and i love you..if it counts for anything..
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But anyway. Schools been going okay for the most part. I'm passing World History, I think, well probably barely but still. And Art..well come on, it's art. Not much to mess up on there. Gym I had a freakin 69 in because I didn't take a couple of the tests for Life Time Fitness but I had them up today with the help of Bryan, Kim, Amber, and Matt 
then hm...Physical Science...how about I HATE that subject with a passion but I have a 90 in there! Awesome huh? That class used to be my favorite but now it kind of sucks because he's trying to actually make us learn now that the year is almost over...loser. and OH YEAH! We got new furniture today! It's SOOOO comfortable! Gah I can't wait for next week to be OVER then I'm going to the beach THEN it'll be my BIRTHDAY PEOPLE! haha Yeah I know....Only 15 but hey. That means I won't get all old and wrinkly before ya'll 
always
